A\u015fk kavu\u015famamak,<\/p>\n
birlikte bir olamamak,<\/p>\n
hem hal olmamak halidir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kavu\u015fmak,<\/p>\n
birlikte bir olmak,<\/p>\n
hem hal olma hali ise<\/p>\n
a\u015fk de\u011fil me\u015fk! tir<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Malum erenlere sormu\u015flar,<\/p>\n
erenler sen hi\u00e7 a\u015f\u0131k oldun mu?<\/p>\n
Erenler i\u00e7 ge\u00e7irmi\u015f..<\/p>\n
demi\u015f ki\u00ad<\/p>\n
-bir defas\u0131nda<\/p>\n
tam oluyordum<\/p>\n
\u00fczerimize geldiler.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte a\u015fk;<\/p>\n
\u00fczerine gelinemeyen duygu halidir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kelime anlam\u0131 itibar\u0131yla a\u015fk<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0131\u015fk\u201d k\u00f6k\u00fcnden gelse de ,<\/p>\n
\u0131\u015fk ise bir t\u00fcr sarma\u015f\u0131k \u0131n ad\u0131 olsa da,<\/p>\n
a\u015fk sar\u0131lmay\u0131,<\/p>\n
bedensel bulu\u015fmay\u0131 kabul etmez.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
A\u015fk ilah bir duygudur.<\/p>\n
Do\u011fu edebiyat\u0131nda da,<\/p>\n
bat\u0131 edebiyat\u0131nda da<\/p>\n
ve bilhassa tasavvuf edebiyat\u0131nda da<\/p>\n
inanmayacaks\u0131n\u0131z ama<\/p>\n
ger\u00e7ek hayatta da \u00a0b\u00f6yledir<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bat\u0131dan Victor Hugo<\/p>\n
\u201ca\u015fk\u0131 ruhun y\u0131ld\u0131zlara selam\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n
diye tan\u0131mlar.<\/p>\n
Dosdovoski ise<\/p>\n
\u201ca\u015fk\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ink\u00e2r\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n
olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Mevlana\u2019n\u0131n tan\u0131m\u0131 ise<\/p>\n
ayn\u0131 ruh \u00e7izgilerini ta\u015f\u0131r<\/p>\n
ve \u015f\u00f6yle dillendirilir.<\/p>\n
Ne ben benim<\/p>\n
Ne sen sensin<\/p>\n
Nede sen bensin.<\/p>\n
Hem ben benim<\/p>\n
Hem sen sensin<\/p>\n
Hem de sen bensin.<\/p>\n
S\u00f6yle hotemli g\u00fczel<\/p>\n
Sen mi bensin ben mi senim<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
A\u015fk tam da budur.<\/p>\n
Ruhlar labirentinde<\/p>\n
dola\u015fmaktan<\/p>\n
kayboldu\u011funu<\/p>\n
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde<\/p>\n
teslim olarak<\/p>\n
arad\u0131\u011f\u0131na kavu\u015fmakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Leyla ile mecnunun a\u015fk\u0131 b\u00f6yledir<\/p>\n
Kerem ile asl\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131 b\u00f6yledir<\/p>\n
Romeo ve jul yetin a\u015fk\u0131 b\u00f6yledir<\/p>\n
A\u015fk b\u00f6yledir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
A\u015fk bedenler d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Kavu\u015fmamak<\/p>\n
hem hal olmamak<\/p>\n
birlikte bir olmamakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0131radan insanlar\u0131nda a\u015fk\u0131<\/p>\n
bu minval \u00fczere cereyan etti\u011fini ise<\/p>\n
\u0130skender Pala\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0Katr-i matemin de anlat\u0131r<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Olay \u015fudur.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir esir t\u00fcccar\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n
satmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u00f6lesi vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6le \u00f6yle s\u0131rdan bir k\u00f6le de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Rivayete g\u00f6re y\u00fcz\u00fc<\/p>\n
aydan daha ayd\u0131nl\u0131k<\/p>\n
dudaklar\u0131 baldan daha tatl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
esir t\u00fcccar\u0131 k\u00f6leyi<\/p>\n
pazara g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fcnden itibaren<\/p>\n
k\u00f6lenin fiyat\u0131 s\u00fcrekli artar.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6le sahibi bundan<\/p>\n
istifade etmek i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
k\u0131z\u0131 satmakta nazlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00f6le t\u00fcccar\u0131<\/p>\n
biryandan k\u00f6leyi<\/p>\n
satarm\u0131\u015f gibi yaparken,<\/p>\n
bir yandan da fiyat verenle,<\/p>\n
k\u0131z aras\u0131ndaki\u00a0 git- gel ler i<\/p>\n
incelemektedir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnlerden bir g\u00fcn<\/p>\n
bir delikanl\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr..<\/p>\n
k\u0131z delikanl\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Aralar\u0131ndaki \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da t\u00fcccar g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Delikanl\u0131<\/p>\n
k\u0131za \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz alt\u0131n<\/p>\n
fiyat bi\u00e7er.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcccar satmaz.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Delikanl\u0131 ak\u015fam giderken<\/p>\n
k\u0131za yakla\u015f\u0131r<\/p>\n
ve avucuna y\u00fcz alt\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bu olay<\/p>\n
k\u0131z\u0131n fiyat\u0131n\u0131n daha da<\/p>\n
artmas\u0131na sebep olur<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Fiyat artar<\/p>\n
t\u00fcccar satmaz<\/p>\n
ve delikanl\u0131<\/p>\n
her ak\u015fam<\/p>\n
k\u0131z\u0131n avucuna<\/p>\n
y\u00fcz alt\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya devam eder.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
g\u00fcnlerden bir g\u00fcn<\/p>\n
delikanl\u0131 ortada g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez olur.<\/p>\n
K\u0131z\u0131n fiyat\u0131\u00a0bin alt\u0131n\u0131 bulmu\u015ftur.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
T\u00fcccar delikanl\u0131y\u0131 merak eder.<\/p>\n
Sorar soru\u015fturur evini bulur.<\/p>\n
Kom\u015fulardan \u00f6\u011frenir ki<\/p>\n
delikanl\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn paras\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
esir k\u0131z\u0131n avucuna saym\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n
sonunda at\u0131n\u0131 da satarak<\/p>\n
s\u0131f\u0131r\u0131 t\u00fcketmi\u015f ve evine kapanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda adam k\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131r<\/p>\n
delikanl\u0131n\u0131n evine gider<\/p>\n
kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7alar<\/p>\n
delikanl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar<\/p>\n
k\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr,<\/p>\n
bir ho\u015f olur.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcccar delikanl\u0131ya<\/p>\n
\u2014\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Acil bir yere gitmem gerekiyor<\/p>\n
bu gecelik k\u0131z yan\u0131nda kalabilir mi der<\/p>\n
K\u0131z\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r hana d\u00f6ner.<\/p>\n
\u2026.<\/p>\n
Gecenin bir vaktinde<\/p>\n
han\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nca \u00e7almaya ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n
Hanc\u0131 kalkar,<\/p>\n
han ahalisi kalkar,<\/p>\n
t\u00fcccar kalkar.<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7arlar k\u00f6le k\u0131z kap\u0131dad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Peri\u015fan durumdad\u0131r<\/p>\n
iki g\u00f6z\u00fc iki \u00e7e\u015fme a\u011flamaktad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
T\u00fcccar k\u0131za yakla\u015f\u0131r<\/p>\n
ne oldu diye sorar<\/p>\n
neler ya\u015fad\u0131n\u0131z<\/p>\n
sana k\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc davrand\u0131<\/p>\n
Demeye kalmadan<\/p>\n
k\u0131z delikanl\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yler.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hanc\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131r<\/p>\n
delikanl\u0131n\u0131n evine gider<\/p>\n
odaya girer<\/p>\n
odan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda bir yatak vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Yata\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda da delikanl\u0131n\u0131n cesedi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
T\u00fcccar oday\u0131 kola\u00e7an eder<\/p>\n
k\u0131za anlat ne oldu der<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u0131z anlat\u0131r<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sen gittikten sonra<\/p>\n
eve girdik.<\/p>\n
Bana \u00e7ok iyi devrand\u0131<\/p>\n
yemekler yapt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130kramda bulundu<\/p>\n
sohbet ettik.<\/p>\n
Vakit ge\u00e7 oldu\u011funda kalkt\u0131<\/p>\n
yata\u011f\u0131 serdi<\/p>\n
g\u00fcller esanslar d\u00f6kt\u00fc yata\u011fa,<\/p>\n
yatakta s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fck sohbeti.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok g\u00fczel bir geceydi.<\/p>\n
Sonra bana yakla\u015ft\u0131<\/p>\n
elin v\u00fccuduma uzatt\u0131<\/p>\n
\u00f6yle kald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131ma y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Cans\u0131z yat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemedim.<\/p>\n
Delicesine sana geldim.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir sessizlik olur.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcccar d\u00f6ner<\/p>\n
yata\u011fa bakar<\/p>\n
k\u0131zda<\/p>\n
delikanl\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ne demi\u015ftik:<\/p>\n
A\u015fk kavu\u015fmamak \u00fczerinedir,<\/p>\n
hem hal olmamak \u00fczerinedir,<\/p>\n
birlikte bir olmamak \u00fczerinedir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0131radan a\u015fklarda bile<\/p>\n
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A\u015fk kavu\u015famamak, birlikte bir olamamak, hem hal olmamak halidir. Kavu\u015fmak, birlikte bir olmak, hem hal olma hali ise a\u015fk de\u011fil me\u015fk! tir Malum erenlere sormu\u015flar, erenler sen hi\u00e7 a\u015f\u0131k oldun mu? Erenler i\u00e7 ge\u00e7irmi\u015f.. demi\u015f ki\u00ad -bir defas\u0131nda tam oluyordum \u00fczerimize geldiler. \u0130\u015fte a\u015fk; \u00fczerine gelinemeyen duygu halidir. Kelime anlam\u0131 itibar\u0131yla a\u015fk \u201c\u0131\u015fk\u201d k\u00f6k\u00fcnden gelse de , \u0131\u015fk ise bir t\u00fcr sarma\u015f\u0131k \u0131n ad\u0131 olsa da, a\u015fk sar\u0131lmay\u0131, bedensel bulu\u015fmay\u0131 kabul etmez. A\u015fk ilah bir…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-928","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kosesizlik-yazilari","wpcat-4-id"],"views":2132,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=928"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1279,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928\/revisions\/1279"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=928"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=928"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=928"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}