<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131m boyunca duygular\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n
Tam olarak, eksiksiz, doya doya<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemem<\/p>\n
Hep bir eksiklik, bir noksanl\u0131k,<\/p>\n
Hep bir ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131k<\/p>\n
Hep bir tamamlanmas\u0131 gereken<\/p>\n
Hep bir doldurulmas\u0131 elzem<\/p>\n
Bir bo\u015fluk kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r i\u00e7imde<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ben b\u00f6yle ya\u015fad\u0131m<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bu ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131<\/p>\n
D\u00fcne ah vah ederek<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn\u00fc kay\u0131p yar\u0131n\u0131 berbat<\/p>\n
Hale sokacak duygulara kap\u0131lmad\u0131m hi\u00e7<\/p>\n
\u00d6yk\u00fcnmedim, yak\u0131nmad\u0131m, sitem etmedim<\/p>\n
Kendi kendime hep<\/p>\n
\u2018Demek daha iyi ya\u015fayacak\u2019<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnlere ihtiyac\u0131m varm\u0131\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 ayaklar\u0131mda<\/p>\n
Beni topra\u011fa \u00e7eken pranga olarak de\u011fil,<\/p>\n
Beni yar\u0131nlara ta\u015f\u0131yacak g\u00fc\u00e7 olarak g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Daha iyi, daha g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler<\/p>\n
Olmal\u0131, olabilmeli diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Daha iyisi daha g\u00fczeli<\/p>\n
Olmal\u0131yd\u0131, olabilmeliydi<\/p>\n
Ama asla m\u00fckemmel olmamal\u0131yd\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u00fckemmellik;<\/p>\n
Hayattan beklentinin bitmesi,<\/p>\n
Yap\u0131lacaklar\u0131n kalmamas\u0131,<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131n i\u015flevsizle\u015fmesi gibi gelir bana<\/p>\n
Ki o noktada<\/p>\n
Elde iki se\u00e7enek vard\u0131r<\/p>\n
\u0130nsano\u011flu i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
Biri uhrevi m\u00fckemmellik noktas\u0131<\/p>\n
Ki \u201cEn El Hak\u201d noktas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u2018H\u00e2\u015f\u00e2\u2019 kere h\u00e2\u015f\u00e2 diyorum<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Di\u011feri ise d\u00fcnyevi m\u00fckemmellik noktas\u0131<\/p>\n
Ki \u2018iyi insan\u2019 olma noktas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Esta\u011ffurullah diyorum da<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey demiyorum<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131 s\u0131fats\u0131z ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hayat\u0131m boyunca duygular\u0131m\u0131 Tam olarak, eksiksiz, doya doya Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemem Hep bir eksiklik, bir noksanl\u0131k, Hep bir ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131k Hep bir tamamlanmas\u0131 gereken Hep bir doldurulmas\u0131 elzem Bir bo\u015fluk kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r i\u00e7imde Ben b\u00f6yle ya\u015fad\u0131m Bu ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 D\u00fcne ah vah ederek Bu g\u00fcn\u00fc kay\u0131p yar\u0131n\u0131 berbat Hale sokacak duygulara kap\u0131lmad\u0131m hi\u00e7 \u00d6yk\u00fcnmedim, yak\u0131nmad\u0131m, sitem etmedim Kendi kendime hep \u2018Demek daha iyi ya\u015fayacak\u2019 G\u00fcnlere ihtiyac\u0131m varm\u0131\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm Ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 ayaklar\u0131mda Beni topra\u011fa \u00e7eken pranga olarak de\u011fil, Beni yar\u0131nlara ta\u015f\u0131yacak g\u00fc\u00e7…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3015","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-annem","wpcat-3-id"],"views":534,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3015","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3015"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3015\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3016,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3015\/revisions\/3016"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3015"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3015"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3015"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}