d\u00fcn\u00fc ihmal ve inkar<\/p>\n
yar\u0131n\u0131 ciddiye almaman\u0131n<\/p>\n
yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaosun<\/p>\n
bir foto\u011fraf\u0131 olmal\u0131 anne<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
b\u00f6yle bir foto\u011fraf var<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
bu foto\u011frafa bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda<\/p>\n
g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz \u015fu anne<\/p>\n
siyasi ticari ve k\u00fclt\u00fcrel bir<\/p>\n
med- cezir ya\u015f\u0131yoruz<\/p>\n
bu med- cezir i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n
kendimize sorunlar yarat\u0131yor<\/p>\n
ve kendi yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sorunlarla bo\u011fu\u015furken<\/p>\n
kendimize has entelekt\u00fcel bir zevk al\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
biz normalmiyiz anne<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
gerek\u00e7esiz al\u0131nan bu zevkin<\/p>\n
ne kendimize<\/p>\n
ne \u00fclkemize<\/p>\n
ne b\u00f6lgemize<\/p>\n
nede k\u00fcresel aleme<\/p>\n
bir yarar\u0131 yok anne<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
ve anne<\/p>\n
bu herc\u00fc- mer\u00e7 i ben<\/p>\n
hem bedenimde<\/p>\n
hem de ruhumun en \u00fccra<\/p>\n
k\u00f6\u015felerinde ya\u015f\u0131yorum<\/p>\n
d\u00fcnden geleni ihmal ve inkar<\/p>\n
sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ciddiye almama<\/p>\n
olarak ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ger\u00e7ek<\/p>\n
beni tam bir cendereye sokuyor anne<\/p>\n
sa\u011fl\u0131k konusunda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
te\u015fhissizlik<\/p>\n
ve belirsizlik<\/p>\n
bedenimin ad\u0131m ,ad\u0131m t\u00fckendi\u011fini<\/p>\n
hissetmenin yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n
dindiren tek \u015fey anne. ailem<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
annem\u2026<\/p>\n
dualar\u0131n y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fcn<\/p>\n
ya\u015fayanlardan<\/p>\n
hakk\u0131n rahmetine<\/p>\n
kavu\u015fanlara do\u011fru oldu\u011fu bilinir<\/p>\n
do\u011fru<\/p>\n
ama ben<\/p>\n
senin dualar\u0131na muhtac\u0131m<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
benim i\u00e7in \u00fcz\u00fclme anne<\/p>\n
sana<\/p>\n
seni sevindirecek bir haber vereyim<\/p>\n
ad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan torunun m\u00fczeyyen Selcan s\u00f6zlendi<\/p>\n
haydi hay\u0131rl\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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