{"id":174,"date":"2010-12-23T14:00:29","date_gmt":"2010-12-23T14:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/?p=174"},"modified":"2015-02-11T15:23:26","modified_gmt":"2015-02-11T15:23:26","slug":"anneme-mektuplar-2003","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cevikce.net\/?p=174","title":{"rendered":"AH ANNE-2003"},"content":{"rendered":"

(annem olmas\u0131ndan gurur duydu\u011fum<\/em><\/p>\n

babam\u0131n ilk ve tek e\u015fi<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u00fczeyyen \u00e7evik in hat\u0131ras\u0131na)<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/em><\/p>\n

bir na\u015f\u0131n bu kadar g\u00fczel olabilece\u011fini<\/p>\n

\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn bir insana<\/p>\n

bu kadar yak\u0131\u015fabilece\u011fini<\/p>\n

g\u00f6rmesem inanmazd\u0131m<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

d\u00fcnyadan g\u00f6\u00e7erken<\/p>\n

bir tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn<\/p>\n

hem de sonsuza kadar<\/p>\n

devam edece\u011fi izlenimi yaratan<\/p>\n

bir tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn<\/p>\n

insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne nak\u015fedilmesinin<\/p>\n

sebebi ne olabilir ki<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

hangi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler<\/p>\n

hangi ruh hali i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n

insan can verirse<\/p>\n

b\u00f6ylesine bir y\u00fcz ifadesine sahip olur<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015fmenin<\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015fen birine bakman\u0131n<\/p>\n

ne kadar zor oldu\u011funu<\/p>\n

yata\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fen e\u015finin<\/p>\n

bak\u0131m\u0131nda<\/p>\n

pratik yaparak ya\u015fayan<\/p>\n

hem yatalak olan\u0131n \u00e7ekti\u011fi ac\u0131y\u0131<\/p>\n

hem de \u00e7evresindekilerin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

dram\u0131 ve aczi g\u00f6ren<\/p>\n

hisseden<\/p>\n

ve sadece<\/p>\n

Allaha s\u0131\u011f\u0131nma kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n

a\u00e7\u0131k oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcp<\/p>\n

ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan bir insan\u0131n<\/p>\n

y\u00fcz ifadesi b\u00f6yle olabilir<\/p>\n

diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen<\/p>\n

kocas\u0131 sebebiyle \u00e7ektiklerinin<\/p>\n

\u00e7ocuklar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan<\/p>\n

\u00e7ekilmesini istemeyen<\/p>\n

\u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6ylesine bir y\u00fck\u00fc<\/p>\n

kald\u0131ramayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bilincinde olan<\/p>\n

bir insan\u0131n<\/p>\n

hay\u0131r bir annenin<\/p>\n

y\u00fcz ifadesi olsa gerek<\/p>\n

sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda rabbinden<\/p>\n

sadece ve sadece<\/p>\n

\u201ciki g\u00fcn yatak \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn toprak\u201d<\/p>\n

diyerek zaman isteyen<\/p>\n

iki g\u00fcn yata\u011f\u0131 da<\/p>\n

gurbette olan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in talep eden<\/p>\n

iste\u011fi kabul edilen<\/p>\n

lakin verilen zaman\u0131n<\/p>\n

\u00e7ar \u00e7ur edildi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcp<\/p>\n

gene de g\u00f6n\u00fcl koymayan<\/p>\n

bir insan\u0131n y\u00fcz ifadesi oldu\u011funa eminim<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

na\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde<\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f gibi geldi bana<\/p>\n

hayra yordum<\/p>\n

daha g\u00f6recek<\/p>\n

\u00e7ok \u015feyi vard\u0131 d\u00fcnyada diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm<\/p>\n

\u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 son an\u0131nda<\/p>\n

yan\u0131nda g\u00f6remedi diye ge\u00e7irdim i\u00e7imden<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

kefenlendikten sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde ise<\/p>\n

tam bir peri masal\u0131 kahraman\u0131 gibiydi<\/p>\n

m\u00fctebessim<\/p>\n

d\u00fcnya ile b\u00fct\u00fcn hesab\u0131n\u0131 kapatm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n

ve karl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bir kul g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcndeydi<\/p>\n

yan\u0131ld\u0131m<\/p>\n

diye ge\u00e7irdim i\u00e7imden<\/p>\n

benimkisi<\/p>\n

d\u00fcnyaya sar\u0131lan insan\u0131n evham\u0131yd\u0131<\/p>\n

\u00f6yle olmal\u0131yd\u0131<\/p>\n

kesinlikle \u00f6yleydi<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

o nazikti<\/p>\n

nezaketle ya\u015fad\u0131<\/p>\n

nezih bir \u015fekilde<\/p>\n

ruhlar alemine g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

hep kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndakini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc<\/p>\n

hep verici oldu<\/p>\n

hep alttan ald\u0131<\/p>\n

kalp k\u0131rmad\u0131<\/p>\n

k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131<\/p>\n

kalp k\u0131rana<\/p>\n

g\u00f6n\u00fcl koymad\u0131<\/p>\n

kimseden yard\u0131m<\/p>\n

talebi olmad\u0131<\/p>\n

hep yard\u0131mc\u0131 oldu<\/p>\n

o her \u015fey olan bir \u015fey di<\/p>\n

asl\u0131nda tek \u015feydi<\/p>\n

annemdi<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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